Looking to the future

There was once a time when I didn't think that there would be a future, but, it is here. I look forward to finally being able to do what I have wanted to do for a long time. It's been a long, at times endless, time; often, survival was all that could be hoped for. My children and I have been through so much. I can understand others who are experiencing difficult times, not just through empathy but through having walked in their shoes. When going through troubles, you need an ear to hear; I understand.

What a beautiful day!

It is really beautiful here in Indiana today. The weather is perfect! I love it when it's not too cold and not too hot - at the "just right" stage.
I am trying to work on my speeches for the Indiana counselors conference. They will be about texting and cyberbullying and on teen dating violence. I'm trying to locate a better computer and a projector as they have to be supplied by the presenter. I have some movie and tv clips that I want to include, so I'm going to have to do a lot of learning in the next few months! I've never tried these things bofore. Gotta learn sometime.
I'm also working to make the house accessible for tutoring and life coaching. So, if anyone needs a tutor or a life coach - or a presentation, I live about an hour south of Indianapolis!

Sad and Lonely

Just got back from putting my daughter and granddaughter on a plane home to Colorado. Feeling rather sad right now. We had a great visit - for the most part - and it seemed way too short.
Now I have to get started doing things in order to start and build up my business. I think my best bet now is to begin a life coaching business and see if prehaps I can work someplace, sometime, as a counselor. I just want to finally accomplish what I have wanted to do for years - help others solve problems.
I've been at the lowest point and understand how difficult this time can be, but it is possible to climb out of that dark hole and begin again. Sappy. Will close for now!

Such a beautiful day

This is the first Saturday of June, and it is a beautiful one. My daughters and I went to the farmer's market this morning. I found some beautiful plants and vegetables. I also bought lunch for my mother and me - vegan cuisine. I don't think my mother realized it!
Yesterday was my last day at work. I don't think it's really "hit" me yet, as I did the same thing that I do every year at this time. Finish grades, clean up, and leave. When August comes, I will realize that it's actually over, and I'm not going back.
Right now, I am watching television - Haunted History - so fun!, and setting goals for the future. I have a ton of things to do before I can begin my "second" - or is it my "third" career, but I can plan and dream about what I hope to do. I am planning on creating web sites and other things to advertise on the Internet and placing ads in the paper. I've been through a lot, and I think I have a lot to share with others about coping with difficulties in life. If you need me, I am here. I will be your life coach.

The first day of June

I can't believe that the last day of school is finally here. Tomorrow is the final student day, and Friday is my last day - forever - of school. I may substitute, but I don't think that I will ever teach full time again. I want to do counseling. I feel like counseling is a calling. I love it! Helping people find their way is what I want to do for my life's work. Nothing else is more fulfilling. Keeping my fingers crossed that I will be able to do what I want - and be able to help people in the process.